Today I woke up after being a food platter for mosquitoes and had this head space of screw this, I am not going to let this take away my happiness in life. God is with me and I can do this so I'm just going to go to uni, have some fun, learn something new and come back home and sleep. No over thinking and worrying like a mad man.
I had 2 cases studies and 2 lectures and it was the most overwhelming day I had since uni started but I kept cool. I listened and even though I felt a bit tired it was okay. I still find the guidelines of what is expected of us confusing but no worries, I'll figure that out somehow.
I have remind myself that I chose this to help people and not to throw myself over the ledge. I don't need to be the best in class, average is fine, as long as I pass and get to be a profession where I could help people medically.
I know I am much more optimistic than I was yesterday but I can't guarantee it will stay like that.
Live and not just survive.
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