Harsh words

There is no doubt that I will shed some tears as I leave Perth but I know there will be a small part of my thrilled for the new journey ahead.

This time I am no longer following other's footstep, I'll be on my own and though it's KL, I'm only familiar with the currency used there and nothing else.

I hate depending on people and maybe this is the golden opportunity for me to spread my wings and fly for once. Stripping myself of the L plate and strapping on the P plate to explore the world.

Truth be told, I don't think I would be happy having the living the life I have now in Perth for 5 more years. I barely get to see my friends here anyways, they have better things to do than hang out with me. I know they have studies to focus on and I am not being fair but I can't help but feel I've become a burden rather than a friend. Just another chore on the list to tick off.

I rather have geographical separation as a reason for the drifting friendship than what I have now. I know I'm being harsh and insensitive but that's how I feel.

I won't be living with my brother too so maybe I can get to explore who am I by myself. I want to know who am I beyond my safety net. Besides, this hopefully leads to less quarreling and tension between us.