Apology

Did I disappoint you with my silence,
Or did you even notice,
Was my absence a puzzle,
Or was it just a menial part of life.

Friends do come and go,
I suppose that's who we are,
Once I thought we could be more,
Then change occurred.

I hope you are happier now,
Striving for your dreams,
I don't think you ever needed me,
As your friend or more than that.

I wonder if you kept the gift I gave,
Remember the moments we shared,
Before it all went down crashing,
After an airplane ride.

I guess my love is fickle,
Or was it even love,
Maybe I just needed a friend,
You were the best one then.

I haven't heard your voice in a while,
But I guess I don't deserve to anyway,
Now there's another one like me,
But I hope he treats you better.

I'm sorry for all the lost chances,
The fight that I gave up,
Would you accept my apology,
Or do you even need it?