Wonder

There comes a time where everything around you just stops and you wonder life's big questions.

What am I doing with my life?

What path am I on right now?

How is my future going to look like?

Am I happy with my life right now?

Who am I?

Normally I won't think about these questions but sometimes, they just hit me and I am forced to lay down, staring at the ceiling and pondering about the answers to those questions.

I have a lot of flaws that needs fixing, a lot of clutter in my life and not a lot of selfless love. I want to be a better person, a better Christian, a better me.

Sometimes I think the sacrifice is too much but how would it compare to what God did for us?

That's the frustrating/fantastic part, it can't.

Oh my brain, stop ye wondering because I need some sleep!