Regrets?

My brother recently went to Melbourne for the 2013 Lifegame camp.

To tell the truth I was really envious of him. I always wanted to explore but he was the one who always went to places. Worst it, I knew that if I had stayed in Perth, I would have been able to go to...

More often than not, I'll feel a surge of regret for leaving Perth. I thought about all the hardships I've been through the first year of university and I threw that all away for what, the idealistic notion of helping people by being a doctor? Sometimes I wonder what is going inside my brain, what gave me the courage to leave behind everything I had in Perth to come back here.

I should have chosen to study UWA instead or just took on the offer from ANU for law. Maybe my life would be different, maybe it could be better than all the crap I'm dealing with. I never knew how much this could affect me until now. I just could not see myself studying vet anymore and felt like I had to go off on that boat. I just hope that my decision was mostly what God wanted to happen.

Regrets, I'm filled with them but I guess that just makes me a human huh.