Okay

I've so blessed to travel along this journey even thought it has been a tumultuous one. I'm on my way to future and sometimes it seems as dark as a moonless night but sometimes its shining as bright as diamond under the sun.

It's hard growing up and being a dreamer. Being a realist is so much more practical but then being a dreamer brings so much excitement because the possibility is endless.

I'm trying to find a balance of both, being a realist who still dreams. Contradictory? You bet.

I don't know exactly will happen in the future, that's part of the excitement but its terrifying as well.

But you know what, it's okay. It may not feel like its going to be but it will be. I just need to have more faith in God, my God who cares. I may not be sure about a lot of things in life but I know this- He loves me and I want to love him back.

I'm afraid, you're afraid, everybody's afraid. But that's okay. It'll be okay.